Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Running, running as fast as we can, do you think we'd make it?

I've started to notice how easily I turn to escape when I reach a problem. I look up ways to run away from whatever is bothering me, or whatever I don't like, instead of staying, and dealing with the issue.

Fighting with roommates has me looking for apartments at 1am, at the beginning of the month, when I have no money. Why can't I just stay and fight? This is the only option I have right now. Why throw it away?

I honestly don't understand why I do things like this. I run. I push. I fight, when I shouldn't. Maybe it's time I go back to counseling. Who knows. It might help me figure my life out, since apparently I can't do that alone.

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